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A fatal attraction to cuteness

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MOOD THEME BY jasminekpk CREATIVE JOURNAL LOCATED AT portaltomymind AND skylindecadence

~*~ "It's still only been 5 years. What's the meaning of looking back. Looking back is something to do when it’s over, right?" --Ninomiya Kazunari (translated by the lovely japanda_lations, more quote can be found in the following link http://japanda-lations.livejournal.com/26766.html go and look!) ~*~

Welcome to my journal. I write too much but talk even more. The filter between brain and mouth is made out of gossamer silk much like the one between my dreams and my finger tips. The only way I can make sense of this world is to have it out of my head, theyre just too much to keep inside. I throw out thoughts and ideas much like an artist can throw paint on a canvas, and I can only hope its as beautiful. I am in fact one of the most ridiculous people you will ever meet, at least outwardly. I just think its fun. Above all though I am scared and I am hyper-conscious of myself and surroundings because I take pride in driving into the very heart of every single thing I do.

Every post here, grocery-list bland accounts, random fangirl flails, rants of self-loathing and contempt, all of them are real and untouched. Its the chronicle of my journey to live, and love, a life deliberate.

And I'm alive
And I don't need a witness
To know that I survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness
I just need light
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution
30 seconds to mars, american idol, anakin skywalker, andy, anime, annoying my friends, ao no hono, aoshi, arashi, art, astrology, basket-cases, bden, beast boy/raven, beast boy/terra, being a bitch, black jewels trilogy, boys like girls, brand new, brendon urie, bright eyes, british accents, butais, cats, chicago, clay aiken, cobra starship, colonel mustang, daemon, disney, dominic monaghan, domyouji, duck-butt hair, east of eden, evanescence, ewan mcgregor, fall out boy, fanart, fanfiction, fangirling, frequency, fruits basket, full metal alchemist, ginevra weasley, gokusen, green day, guys with good voices, hana yori dango, harry potter, harry/ginny, hayden panettiere, heroes, hinata, horoscopes, ib, inuyasha, inuyasha/kagome, iza now, jared leto, jenn, jeremy sumpter, jewel, joe, jon walker, jonathan rhys meyers, jun/ohno, jwalk, kenshin/karou, kimi wa petto, kyo, kyo-kun, kyon-kyon, lucivar, masaki aiba, matsujun, matsumoto jun, milo ventimiglia, momo, moulin rouge, naruto, neener, nino, nino/sho, ninomiya kazunari, nirvana, oh-chan, ohmiya sk, ohno, ohno satoshi, ohno/nino, padme/anakin, panic! at the disco, paramore, patrick, pete wentz, peter pan, psychology, raven, reading, robin/starfire, rurouni kenshin, ryan ross, ryro, sakura, sakura sake, sakurai sho, sanosuke, sasuke, sasuke-kun, shannon leto, singing, snarkiness, snow patrol, something corporate, spencer smith, sr-71, stand up!, star wars, syaoran, taking back sunday, teen titans, temari, the academy is..., the all american rejects, the hush sound, the juliana theory, the lion king, the marauders, the matrix, the starting line, tohru/kyo, travis, tsubasa reservoir chronicles, west side story, william beckett, writing